Okay so this one is going to be short and sweet. On the 21st the guy applied for his follow-on to be here. That was nearly a month ago. This next week he is going to work day shift so he can get things going and hopefully he will hear back on all of that. It all hit me this morning as I was driving into work.
What if.
- What if he doesn't get to come back here after already being gone in Turkey for 15 months.
- What if I have to go the remainder of his time in the Air Force with him somewhere else and not with me and the littles.
- What if this is an even bigger test to what we mean to each other.
- What if we fall apart. Not likely but still it plagues my mind and heart.
What if...what if...what if...
I know that's all we have right now, a bunch of little what if's but I guess that's what's so scary. You just never know and maybe this is why I have always feared the unknown of military life.
I hope we get good news.
I hope it all works out.
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